life

as i know it is wonderful.

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and everything i see it reminds me of we. damn, can never get enough of that song.

why is it that the feelings we love most, come along with the feelings we try to avoid? its as hurt is included it happiness. i guess its just the reality of being human. we can't all get what we want right? all these words like forever, love, and hate- are these all a figment of our imagination? are their actual definitions and ways to go by just for these words? this is where feelings come along. i happen to have alot of them.
without these, we'd be standing statues with blank brains.
i've realized what hurts me the most, and what i need to for those hurt feelings to dissolve "forever"

Good foundation

*phew. hot damn it was shinin' today.
I'm currently on Fmylife.com. Lawlz. The T lightweight made my day.
I felt so accomplished in aerobics today. I did so much. I finally didn't feel like a fat lard who watches the clock the whole period!
Oh, and did i mention i have a date to ____________.
Tru dat mofos.

Like legit

This weekend was the best.

19 stars

Starlight starbright. Woah, last night was definitely one of the best nights ever. Aside from the one-two minute interruptions, my night was unstoppable. Laying there on the trampoline, in a tiny littol sleeping bag, under the stars with him was amazing. The laughs we laughed, the words we exchanged, and the kisses that naturally happened throughout the whole night-*sigh, i couldn't ask for anything more. I'm so glad our comfortability level is up the roof, cause i can honestly say, i've never felt this comfortable with someone. I'm glad we established that we can't be together, and that in reality, that title that we're both dying for just wont work, but that's the beauty of it. We know we love eachother, and the obstacles that we went through when we did have that title just isnt worth it anymore. We know that we can't make something right, when we know that its wrong. But really and truly, I love us now more that ever. You know that no matter what, whenever either of us find someone else, our love will always be there. As long as the sun is shining, and the stars are gleaming, my love for you will never die down.

So fresh

Woohoo, finally made a new blogspot. Hmph, haven't been on this for a while, so here i go.My weekend is going very well so far. I'm most likely gonna be spending it with Sammy. Go me. Oh! My mother just informed me that i'm an auntie! I was jumping with joy when i found out. I've come to a conclusion that i'm so happy with life right now. Everything is starting to fall into place. All those broken puzzle pieces i thought would never fit again are becoming new. Thank goodness for this fresh start. Well, i'm out. Expect more of me on here.
Ciao.