Irrelevant

i dont need you. i dont miss you. i dont like you. i hope you feel like shit. i hope you know im out of the game you were playing with me.

hate to break it to ya,
but my hearts takin'.

Homecoming say what?!

Lightweight blurry, but there's a preview. Oh hey--

Oh so high

"You got me skipping down the street
And got me singing love songs all outta key
I didn't smoke none but i feel so high
And i know why"

phew*, today was an amazing day. despise my horrifying sickness, i'm feelin' oh so good. had lunch with the T today for the first time, and man was it nice. although i did feel lightweight weird the fact that i ate more than him lawlz. oh well, i guess that just shows im comfortable enough with him to eat whatever. bio was a blast. reilly and i had a "twilight" moment. it was pure insanity but whatev. oh, and did i mention i made Tyler a card? yessir i did mofo. did he like it-yes. did other people like it-yes. were they jealous-of course (;

deuces.

From him to me

Zaaaayum

"He gives me butterflies when i'm with him, but at the same time i couldn't feel more comfortable"
-Yours truly

Fmylife

Holy hey-zeus, being sick sucks ballsack. *sigh. Well my weekend was pretty much amazing. Started off by chillin' with Tyler and whatnot that friday. It was a blast. And once again, was with him the next night at Haas's house. That was even better. oooof, then sunday. Got thee cutest shoes for homecoming. It was like fate. At that point, i was kinda just over the fact that i didn't have a date. I mean, i got my girls, a cute outfit, what more do i need to complete my night huh?

Hmph, think again miss Lauren. After those long hours at church, he asked me ^-^. I was jumping with joy. No joke. That was probably the highlight of my weekend. Besides my shoes.

I don't know what it is bout' him do that keeps me going. I thought he was gonna be this over confident guy who could care less about a girls true feelins'--and how wrong i was.

Your words are captivating babyboy, now prove them.

Flaaashback

life

as i know it is wonderful.

Blank verse

and everything i see it reminds me of we. damn, can never get enough of that song.

why is it that the feelings we love most, come along with the feelings we try to avoid? its as hurt is included it happiness. i guess its just the reality of being human. we can't all get what we want right? all these words like forever, love, and hate- are these all a figment of our imagination? are their actual definitions and ways to go by just for these words? this is where feelings come along. i happen to have alot of them.
without these, we'd be standing statues with blank brains.
i've realized what hurts me the most, and what i need to for those hurt feelings to dissolve "forever"

Good foundation

*phew. hot damn it was shinin' today.
I'm currently on Fmylife.com. Lawlz. The T lightweight made my day.
I felt so accomplished in aerobics today. I did so much. I finally didn't feel like a fat lard who watches the clock the whole period!
Oh, and did i mention i have a date to ____________.
Tru dat mofos.

Like legit

This weekend was the best.

19 stars

Starlight starbright. Woah, last night was definitely one of the best nights ever. Aside from the one-two minute interruptions, my night was unstoppable. Laying there on the trampoline, in a tiny littol sleeping bag, under the stars with him was amazing. The laughs we laughed, the words we exchanged, and the kisses that naturally happened throughout the whole night-*sigh, i couldn't ask for anything more. I'm so glad our comfortability level is up the roof, cause i can honestly say, i've never felt this comfortable with someone. I'm glad we established that we can't be together, and that in reality, that title that we're both dying for just wont work, but that's the beauty of it. We know we love eachother, and the obstacles that we went through when we did have that title just isnt worth it anymore. We know that we can't make something right, when we know that its wrong. But really and truly, I love us now more that ever. You know that no matter what, whenever either of us find someone else, our love will always be there. As long as the sun is shining, and the stars are gleaming, my love for you will never die down.

So fresh

Woohoo, finally made a new blogspot. Hmph, haven't been on this for a while, so here i go.My weekend is going very well so far. I'm most likely gonna be spending it with Sammy. Go me. Oh! My mother just informed me that i'm an auntie! I was jumping with joy when i found out. I've come to a conclusion that i'm so happy with life right now. Everything is starting to fall into place. All those broken puzzle pieces i thought would never fit again are becoming new. Thank goodness for this fresh start. Well, i'm out. Expect more of me on here.
Ciao.